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[May. 11th, 2005|02:44 pm] |
| [ | Feeling (Up) |
| |  shirtless | ] |
| [ | Hearing |
| | Rasputina - If Your Kisses Can't Hold The Man You Love | ] |
apparently ib testing is something to be taking seriously...think they'll realize i'm not quite so serious after taking a test wearing borrowed pink sunglasses while pulling off a shirtless o' clock for the duration of the test? |
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[Apr. 26th, 2005|06:59 pm] |
| [ | Feeling (Up) |
| |  livid | ] |
| [ | Hearing |
| | The Distillers - Hate Me | ] |
Is it such a bad thing if I feel literally on the edge of telling certain individuals I feel like biting their head off, shaking out any remaining blood, then spitting their remains into a cesspool of bukake remains and katamaris rolled over needles used by crack whores. Or maybe I should find some other way of expressing that finding a way to break a person who's kept any vengeful feelings pent up inside for four years is quite possibly not the greatest of ideas. |
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[Apr. 15th, 2005|07:41 pm] |
| [ | Feeling (Up) |
| |  Eh, whatever? | ] |
Wow, what with just getting myspace and having been at a con I now understand the joys of trying to keep track with some 15 people to my known peoples list. Ah, it's all in the name of good fun anyway. Here we go, another random piccy thingy. |
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[Apr. 15th, 2005|04:46 pm] |
| [ | Feeling (Up) |
| |  tired | ] |
Aah, this rain really isn't helping my post con hangover mood. I kind of got the idea I might be in some trouble as I tried fighting falling asleep while driving to school this morning. Getting to school was all like 'Yeah! Made it here alive with my car in one piece! Naptime!'
Meanwhile, yeah, found another one of these tests! At least it's not a fucking generic fill in obvious answers for overused anime picture:
Advanced Global Personality Test Results | Extraversion | |||||||||||| | 50% | | Stability | |||||||||||||||||||| | 83% | | Orderliness | |||||||||||| | 43% | | Empathy | |||||||||||||||| | 63% | | Interdependence | |||||||||||| | 50% | | Intellectual | |||||| | 23% | | Mystical | |||||||||||||||||| | 76% | | Artistic | |||||||||||| | 43% | | Religious | || | 10% | | Hedonism | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Materialism | |||||| | 23% | | Narcissism | |||||||||||| | 50% | | Adventurousness | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Work ethic | |||||||||| | 36% | | Self absorbed | |||||||||||| | 50% | | Conflict seeking | |||||| | 30% | | Need to dominate | |||||| | 30% | | | Romantic | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Avoidant | |||| | 16% | | Anti-authority | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Wealth | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Dependency | |||||||||| | 36% | | Change averse | |||||||||||| | 43% | | Cautiousness | |||||||||| | 36% | | Individuality | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Sexuality | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Peter pan complex | |||||||||||| | 43% | | Physical security | |||||||||||||||||| | 76% | | Food indulgent | |||| | 16% | | Histrionic | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Paranoia | |||||||||| | 36% | | Vanity | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Hypersensitivity | |||| | 16% | | Female cliche | |||||||||||| | 50% | |
| Take Free Advanced Global Personality Testpersonality tests by similarminds.comOther than that I get to look forward to having shit to do this weekend, but it's something to do I guess. Better than school at least which has been one long monotone of doing nothing and yet finding that no one is motivated to even bring some food and movies for a half ass decent class party. Lazy bastards. |
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[Mar. 20th, 2005|02:54 pm] |
| [ | Feeling (Up) |
| |  quixotic | ] |
| [ | Hearing |
| | Rasputina - Stumpside | ] |
Anyone believe in fate out there? I didn't until recently. Apparently fate decides to manifest itself in the form of memes and colorquiz.com with its abilities to adhere to the issues of my life from just clicking the most random of things. What digital wonders shall come next that will predict the upcoming five minutes into my future. Well in that case, back to studying the meaningless contents of two years worth of literature. Heh, and I still think that half of the authors were either asses or delusional idiots, fucking Hemingway. |
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[Mar. 12th, 2005|09:39 pm] |
| [ | Feeling (Up) |
| | mellow | ] |
| [ | Hearing |
| | Lacuna Coil - Heaven's A Lie | ] |
Heyas heyas, thought I should get back to this sometime. Got exams coming up that I figure I might as well just wing it, they're orals anyway so it's not like intensive studying would help me that much. I just kind of figure that talking for ten minutes can't be all that bad given that it's just as easy to drag out phone calls with people you can't stand just as long as well. Also got dragged to that one movie Sideways. I really need to force it into my mom's head that just because a movie wins an oscar for one thing or another doesn't mean it's worth shit. Apparently you can get an award for best screenplay for writing two hours worth of trite bullshit about an overgrown, bearding, emo kid with nothing better to do except for excessive wine sampling and a charming inability to get laid due to a constant whining of life and general. I could care less if the audience was laughing at his next stab at society or his wife breaking up two years ago, I just wanted to scream "No shit, did you only just realize that life has a tendency to fuck you over! How about dealing with is instead of shoving your nose into a wine glass for starters fucktard!" Me wonders if there is some recent movie trend to make some narcisstic asshole for a main character for movie audiences to adore since it's the next big thing. Oh yeah, and I'm kind of happy with my current art project. I'm making some expanded version of this one panel from the VG cats comic for my painting class. This one, top middle panel: http://www.vgcats.com/comics/?strip_id=104 Heh, and all the other people are just doing Snoopy.
Kind of glad that my dad is back from Iraq after his being gone for six months. During that time it was just kind of hell, but I'm just glad to have someone in the house who remotely understands me. At least enough to understand that I have no intentions of being involved with my mom or any of my relatives in general over the next four years due to the fact that I'm sick of them in general and have better things to do with my life than pretending to be a lovey dovey part of the family fucked up retro fifties america. I think it's somewhat reasonable that instead of having to say "Gee mom, the pancakes you made this morning were delicious!" that I instead might feel a tad bit more like "Gee mom, just cause you baught something from the supermarket does not mean I have to be stuck in a permanant smile of thankfullness like I had some accident with botox!"
Ah, meanwhile kind of excited that I'll be heading out in a couple weeks. Sure it's only to visit a couple college campuses, but it's a nice escape from the monotone of most of my day to day life.
Meanwhile I'm still freaked by how accurate this thing is. Mallow would be awesome in some warden outfit, Kevin can easily be bribed with some ciggies, Luke is still probably worried about getting raped by me, Yuzu would probably switch all the underwear for something gothic lolita. |
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[Feb. 18th, 2005|08:12 pm] |
| [ | Feeling (Up) |
| |  jumpy | ] |
| [ | Hearing |
| | The Distillers - I Am Revenant | ] |
Spending the weekend in the San Fransico area as of right now. Besides the usual doting from the family I'll just find some way to put up with it. Might as well think of it as an opportune moment to get one of those chinese vests and act the part of Kuradoberi Jam!! With a soda can on my head. Still it's not that great to hear from your teachers about having a due date for major projects the day you get back from this four day weekend knowing you can't do jack shit being in another state with no motivation whatsoever to do this work.
Meanwhile, had a bunch of fun with that Vampire the Masquerade: Bloodlines game. Can't say the combat and such is too stellar, for a supernatural vampire I think it's a bit too much trouble managing slashing with a knife considering I had an easier time with Alice which is a gothic lolita from a four year old game. If anything I prefer to think of this game as the Sims, with multiple branching dialogue choices, with awesome levels, and crazy people with dual personalities in the same body that are just one of the many 'normal' people you can meet in the game. That and the social stats actually have a use for once. I take much glee in knowing I was able to sell someone a 'holy' stake to kill the head vampire that is the president of the united states. Think I'll be updating my seduction skills next.
Oh yeah, and just had some bubble tea that was actually quite good compared to some previous experiences. Kind of reminded me of some talk show where one of the hosts was trying to introduce the rest to the wonders of asian food, and failing. After making just about every person who munched on some morsels sticking their tounges out in sucess she starts handing out these bubble tea drinks and explains how all they have to do is just suck the balls. At that point I was like "Woot! Suck those balls! It's flavored in its bally-ness goodness!" TV can sometimes make me happy at times when they start getting dirty unintentionally. |
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[Feb. 7th, 2005|11:04 pm] |
| [ | Feeling (Up) |
| |  underactivated | ] |
E:Your Beauty lies
in Mystery. Captivating, mysterious and alone. You
are the girl in the little
black number that no one seems to know, the eternal
mystery girl. You make it a
point to never let anyone know more about you than
you want them to and do a
very good job of it. You're there one minute and
gone the next leaving them in
wonder of who you really are. A mature and normally
calm individual, quiet and
enjoy spending many hours of the day on your own,
most likely preferring night
to day . You love the dark and some may find you a
bit strange. You seem to be
rather distant and cold making hard for people to
get close to you, though you
probably like the distance they usually keep. You
probably wear make-up, but
concentrate more around your eyes than anything.
You know the effect you have
and enjoy keeping people in wonder.
Some Things
That Represent You:
Element:
Dark, Water Animal: Panther Color:
Black, Maroon, Dark
Tones Song: In The Shadows by The Rasmus
Expression:
Sly Smile
Gemstone:
Black Diamond Mythological Creature: Demon,
Vampire Planet: Venus
Hair Color: Black Eye Color:
Garnet
Quote:
"In the shadows for all time."
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Bored bored bordey bored...that's what happens when you end up feeling awake for the entire duration of a school day where well over half of your teacher's are either absent or not feeling like doing shit. Honestly this boredom is starting to manifest itself in the form of me groping several people during lunch and finding various forms of torturing my brother (via Gwen Stefani). While there were a few eye openers today such as one person describing this one movie they thought was only a comedy about school boys but ended up being some gay porno foreign flick (that's what happens if you don't pay attention in your language class), and hearing some traumatizing ideas of people considering phone sex. Stewie doesn't apply to this, since I was the one who suggested that. Meanwhile my english paper is doing a swell job of not getting itself done, but it really doesn't matter worth shit anyways, cause it's Carver. On the other hand, just being transfered to Painting class turned out to be relaxing. I guess I could post a couple of my pics once I actually get started with say the teacher showing up, me getting a portfolio, finding the ever elusive sketchbook required, and starting with something more than just markering my name and period in some artistic way. It's nice, but I'm looking forward to making from Hellsing much like that one person who made the 8 foot tall or something painting of Naruto characters. Maybe if I did a scale version of Ceres Victoria with her Harkonnen. They'd probably yell at me if I had Lieutenant Schrodinger, his being a werewolf nazi and all. |
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[Feb. 5th, 2005|08:52 pm] |
| [ | Feeling (Up) |
| |  determined | ] |
| [ | Hearing |
| | Kidneythieves - Zerospace | ] |
No purpose to this, just felt like using my psychotic crazy berserker nun avatar. I heart Yumie/Yumiko!
Edit: But I probably should make some use out of this. Anybody know that one band the Distillers? The one that the one guy from Bad Religion described Brody Armstrong the singer as having a voice that sounded like a broken axel raised on whiskey and cigarettes for the entire duration of her life. Well see thing is for Brody I think it sounds pretty damn awesome, but for me getting a similar voice in the duration of a day due to some stupid cough is not quite so much fun.
With the last semester in hand all I really have in my mind is just trying to find some way to occupy myself while the last of these pointless school days dwindles away. There's always raiding the eBay and raiding the Goodwill so I can modify the gloves I need for Sol Badguy at the upcoming anime convention. Then there's also the fact that I feel like just doing a shitload of reading that has absolutely nothing to do with English class. Borders is kind of handy for that where I just grab some random book from the shelves and read through the first chapter. Thriller, drama, manga, hell even a decent erotica book would be nice right about now. |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 2nd, 2005|10:01 pm] |
| [ | Feeling (Up) |
| |  awake | ] |
Ara, looking like another one of those restless nights. It's times like this where I wouldn't mind burying myself in a bookstore and not coming out until I've burned through an entire blanket of literature. Honestly I don't read much if any, just haven't had the time for it but taking the time to do some this weekend only reminded me how much I missed doing it when not required to interpert it to teh bullshit teacher's try to enforce upon you. It's times like this where I should probably work on just making my own but...ah, might as well just consider myself a victim of lazy-assiness. Not like I'm going to have to try particularly hard next semester either.
Ugh meanwhile I feel sore all over. Not sure and still have no idea why, but for some reason I feel like I just dropped fifty feet and landed on some bumpy boulder. I guess that's an idea for the next book to read up on, one of those 'How to Self Massage' thingies. |
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[Feb. 1st, 2005|07:57 pm] |
| [ | Feeling (Up) |
| | refreshed | ] |
| [ | Hearing |
| | Devil May Cry 3 trailer | ] |
Honestly not sure as to why but I really don't get what is up with all the people expecting to get into a relationship with me when at most I've known them for a week or two, even less. I mean nothing wrong if it's a friend I haven't seen in a couple years who wants to swap tongues, or gum, or both, but expecting me to be an emotional and everlasting support I just kinda feel, I dunno, blah. Maybe it'd help if people would quit viewing me as cute or fuckable and just someone who likes to hang out with people. Quite honestly any person(s) I would have been interested in romnatically has either moved down to or lives in California. While feeling or getting felt up by their bodies would be just orgasmic, it's more based on the fact that they happen to be people that make me look forward to waking up the next morning and just being happy with myself.
Now that cold bastardy moment is over with...wai!!! It's the next semester, I can look forward to not bothering with calculus and ending up with mind numbing headaches due to the stress. I mean, I'm happy for the people who are doing fine in that class but quite frankly, I suck at any kind of math where I feel pressured to solve lenghthy calculations under a forced time limit. Sorry if I happen to take my time doing that stuff, I guess that means I fail, and am not bother going to look at it again. Meanwhile finished that Read or Die series and feeling like I could use a Yomiko to hug right about now. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 29th, 2005|11:20 pm] |
| [ | Feeling (Up) |
| | predatory | ] |
| [ | Hearing |
| | Tea Party - Babylon | ] |
Twelve hours of sleeping can work miracles for you, not saying that it's something I'd want to do everyday...but every now and then it's nice to just find yourself lost in nothing but semi-consciousness of your surroundings with a bit of darkness thrown in. Can fortunately say it didn't involve dreaming, for some reason just about any dream I've had for the last half year involved Kill Bill. I don't mind, but the person sleeping next to me might. |
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[Jan. 26th, 2005|02:48 pm] |
| [ | Feeling (Up) |
| | high | ] |
| [ | Hearing |
| | Orange Range - 1st Contact CD | ] |
 | You scored as Kakashi. You’re a bit of a mystery; no-one knows when you are smiling behind that mask. You genarally appear laid back, have a bad habit of being late and don’t seem to care much. However, you’ve got the sharpest mind. I never ever would want to get in a fight with you – you can be very dangerous when you want to.
Kakashi | | 81% | Shikamaru | | 63% | Sasuke | | 56% | Hinata | | 56% | Iruka | | 50% | Genma | | 50% | Rock Lee | | 44% | TenTen | | 38% | Neji | | 31% | Naruto | | 25% | </td>
Which Naruto ninja are you most like?
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1. Reply with your name and I will write something about you.
2. I will then tell what songs remind me of you.
3. Next, I will tell you who you remind me of, celebrity/animated or otherwise.
4. Last, I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
5. Put this in your journal.
Ignorance is bliss, or so they say. Well whoever said it was damn right cause there's nothing like blanking out throughout the duration of the day. Dark Adonis out for now. |
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[Jan. 23rd, 2005|07:42 pm] |
| [ | Hearing |
| | Rasputina - Transylvania Concubine | ] |
| Trait |
. |
low score |
high score |
| Sociability |
67% |
socially reserved, detached |
friendly, open |
| Aggressiveness |
9% |
mild mannered, uncompetitive |
predatory, domineering |
| Assertiveness |
21% |
introverted, loner |
controlling, aggressive |
| Activity Level |
50% |
relaxed, laid back |
vigorous, high energy |
| Excitement-Seeking |
83% |
sedate, restrained |
adventurous, wild |
| Enthusiasm |
75% |
somber, pessimistic |
cheerful, optimistic |
| Trust |
32% |
suspicious of others |
trusting of others |
| Submissiveness |
50% |
rebellious, lawless |
dutiful, obedient, compliant |
| Altruism |
22% |
selfish, cold, austere |
helpful, selfless, indulgent |
| Cooperation |
73% |
argumentitive, confrontational |
conflict averse, meek |
| Modesty |
69% |
arrogant, self-satisfied |
humble, unassuming, doormat |
| Sympathy |
39% |
callous, heartless |
empathetic, warm |
| Confidence |
50% |
not confident in work |
confident in work, egoistic |
| Neatness |
76% |
disorganized, messy |
planner, clean, anal |
| Dutifulness |
15% |
dishonest, derelict |
honest, rule abiding, proper |
| Achievement |
23% |
lazy, unmotivated |
driven, goal oriented |
| Self-Discipline |
38% |
procrastinator |
responsible, efficient |
| Cautiousness |
52% |
spontaneous, daring, reckless |
careful, controlled, safe |
| Anxiety |
9% |
relaxed, fearless |
fearful, worrier |
| Volatility |
24% |
calm, cool |
touchy, tempermental |
| Depression |
23% |
content, balanced |
emotional, self hating |
| Self-Consciousness |
16% |
confident, assured |
low self esteem, shy |
| Impulsiveness |
13% |
high self control |
low self control |
| Vulnerability |
3% |
resilient, unphased |
confused, helpless |
| Imagination |
86% |
practical, realistic |
dreamer, unrealistic |
| Artistic Interests |
45% |
artistic indifference |
art, nature, beauty lover |
| Introspection |
16% |
not self reflective |
self searching |
| Adventurousness |
50% |
conventional, safe |
spontaneous, bold |
| Intellect |
29% |
instinctive, non-analytical |
intellectual, analytical |
| Liberalism |
91% |
conservative, traditional |
progressive, open |
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Well chances are if you're reading this it doesn't apply to you but might as well get his off my chest anyway, you people really need to find whatever is stuck up your ass and proceed getting it removed. Sure I know a bunch of us right now are having to put up with finals and such but that's no reason to on venting at everybody else just to gain some sense of superiority despite your tests not saying likewise. This means quit labeling people, trash talking in front of them constantly, assuming everyone is going to have the same interests as you, assuming that you know everything about others, getting obsessive over people you don't interact with that much, disregard other people's opinions, etc. Like I said if you're reading this you're probably not one of these people, I'm just annoyed with how well over half the people I've known from my freshman year have this progressive increase in how much of an ass they can make of themselves and not care about it. If anything this is only making me realize how some people I formally regarded as bloody idiots were actually nice to be around, Ms. Bradley for instance though Anna would probably disagree with this, not that I would blame her though. At times I really wish I didn't bother with IB and just hung out with a bunch of people who aren't academically minded to the point of making royal assholes of themselves.
Meanwhile friday was lots of fine, though it kind of serves as a reminder of how I need to practice me DDRing more. But let's see, donating kisses, sharing spoons, and tickle raping (and being one of the main causes behind it) Aaron makes for a much needed break after a crappy week. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 18th, 2005|09:35 pm] |
| [ | Feeling (Up) |
| |  drained | ] |
| [ | Hearing |
| | Malice Mizer - Beast of Blood | ] |
The Great LiveJournal
Outage of 2005
During the outage I made myself deel special...yes....there.
What did you do?
Brought to you by geek-foo
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Heh, what makes it think I do that during just an outage. My hand is quite familiar in all things regarding the...shutting up now.
Despite the fact that I am nearing finals season I'm finding out just how much good a nap can do for you. Lots of them, throughout the day, one in the evening, then staying up past twelve to start the whole process all over again. Ah well, hail to be dormant. Meanwhile this rain is making navigating through school interesting. While I finally don't have to walk outside between every single period now it's still no fun having to figure out how to get by some pool of above ankle deep water collecting in front of the doors. Well, it wasn't that hard to figure out, jumping on then edging along the ramp of the portables got me past that, but I can't say the same for the dozen other people stuck behind. I mean sure it's just water but then my shoes start squeaking leaving me in some inferno of squeakiness of doom. Some people were probably wondering why I was walking around barefoot. |
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[Jan. 17th, 2005|12:18 am] |
| [ | Feeling (Up) |
| | relaxed | ] |
| [ | Hearing |
| | 2nd Bleach Ending | ] |
Aside from the usual getting bitched at and having nothing much to do for the weekend I'm feeling pretty damn mellow right about now. I mean if there was a party or anything of the likes this weekend I'd be ecstatic, but I guess I could always look forward to browsing eBay. Maybe I should just spend my time glaring at Guilty Gear X2. Curse you infernal disc of gaming, why must you be so much fun to the point where I get a blister just from playing it! I mean sure I could always get a joystic, but nevertheless! At least I got to laugh at kicking my brother's ass. From running over his Eddie with May and her pirate crew ending with death by falling fat ladies. Or when he sticks some Ky's sword at me and I whip out Jam's hand like "Whoo! Hand of death!" Well he ate death in the form of some energy ball that mashed him into the wall. Think I'll just let Sakuracon occupy the majority of my brain for the next couple months. |
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[Jan. 13th, 2005|12:07 am] |
| [ | Feeling (Up) |
| |  tense | ] |
Well it's past midnight and I'm still thinking of how to start the second part of my presentation. Can I do it, will I be able to type it in time, is writing at this time of night even going to pertain to the subject, will they laugh at me, and most of all what I'm worried about...will I manage to stay awake during my presentation given that it's starting around 6 to 7 tomorrow morning. *bonk head on table* To work! |
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| Woot! Pirate quiz! |
[Jan. 10th, 2005|08:06 pm] |
| [ | Feeling (Up) |
| |  brooding | ] |
My pirate name is:
Mad Davy Cash
Every pirate is a little bit crazy. You, though, are more than just a little bit. You're musical, and you've got a certain style if not flair. You'll do just fine. Arr!
Get your own pirate name from fidius.org.
In other news, have the thought I have to give a nice presentation regarding art by this thursday. If it weren't for the fact that I can draw better than the majority of the class I would have just hari kari-ed by now. Still, this kind of thing does keep you on an edge. Can't say the same for other people, but sometimes cramming can just squeeze those ideas of genius out of you that, well, at least gurantee you a B in that class. I just hope mine amounts to art a bit better than the likes of this: http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/211117 |
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[Jan. 9th, 2005|11:57 pm] |
| [ | Feeling (Up) |
| |  okay | ] |
Right, I'm losing my mind. I just referred to Full Metal Alchemist as part of the majority of a conclusion in some major Theory of Knowledge paper I have to turn in tomorrow. If they ask why it turned out so crappy, at least I could say I threw my brain out last friday and mean it. |
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